And now it's Finished.

❤——❤；； 别离开我。。。

I decided to cook up some peanut butter-banana pancakes before I head off to school...

Told my mother I'd stop cutting so much but, I suppose being late couldn't hurt.
My god, lately I feel so cold and dizzy while everyone else is having the "heat wave"..
I'm stuck in my room wearing a thick 'bayside' hoodie! Haha It's 90 degrees outside but I don't feel it for some reason.


Anyways, back from School &Brooklyn..
Sometimes I check my bag over and over to see what I'm missing... Yet nothing is physically missing from my bag. Why does it always feel like I've lost something..?

I realized one MORE important thing.. When it comes down to reality, nobody has your back, NOBODY GENUINELY CARES..... Everything is all lies. The future that you are promised is a lie. The boy that likes you is a lie. Your friends are a lie. Your family?... THE BIGGEST LIE EVER. HAHA DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED. 

This world is filled with liars, cheaters, and people who will take pleasure from your pain.
Even from the ones you 'are supposed to trust'. It's good I haven't talked to my sister in three years, I finally realized I used to look up to a materialistic-monster who spends more time finding victims of her gossiping circle.

But who cares? Nobody of course. It's not like anyone  I know will actually read this anyways. But who cares? Nobody.. But that's fine I don't mind speeding up my death.
I just want to live a happy life and end it quickly. Life isnt that long anyways... But why would that matter, Of course, it wouldn't.

Alright, I'll stop myself from ranting now.... I look retarded with dripping mascara anyways.

Fuck life. Fuck everything.